I would like to take a mulligan on the past 20 years! Actually the question here is "If you could do it all over again,what would you change:?"
Now you know as well as I do, this question is so ass backwards that it hurts. Duh? I would change all the harmful, hurtful, hateful things done by me and to me. Think that's going to happen? NO! and I will tell you why. Because that is not how God works. Okay I am bringing religion into this, but you believe your beliefs and I will believe in my beliefs which are obviously kind of screwy cause if I really was centered in my religion, I wouldn't be having this conversation! Where was I?
Oh yes, my belief that everybody we meet crosses our path for a reason. Good or bad, the lesson is there. The trick is recognizing it...and I really like most of the people that have come into my life. Some over Facebook, some family, some over the internet, some over the phone. My point is this..(I have to use the G word here so cover up if it's gonna offend you, like a give a rats ass!) God does not lead you where he cannot keep you!
I figure, I took a wrong turn some years back and have to get back on the path to sanity. Listen, we all start something that doesn't get finished. What I am taking out of this is well, this:
I am not going to beat myself up if something does not get done.
I am not going to blame anyone but myself for unaccomplished goals, projects or holidays!
I am not going to stress the fact that I am on the bottom of the totem pole, the shit just rolls down faster!
I am going to clear my head and find my limits. Hell if the credit companies won't extend me a grace period, I'll extend it myself!!! See you all tomorrow!
"I don't know if you've ever noticed this, but first impressions are often entirely wrong." — Lemony Snicket (The Bad Beginning)
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